When God through Jesus Christ made the earth, he conversed with Jesus about the purpose of this life and why he would send his spirit children to earth. It says in Abraham 3:24-25:
"And there stood one among them that was like unto God, and he said unto those who were with him: We will go down, for there is space there, and we will take of these materials, and we will make an earth whereon these may dwell;
And we will prove them herewith, to see if they will do all things whatsoever the Lord their God shall command them."
So, God sent our first parents, Adam and Eve to earth. I think we all know how the story goes. They were immortal, perfect beings who lived in a perfect world. They were tempted by the devil to eat the fruit of the tree god specifically told them not to eat, and became mortal, and cast out of God's presence.
In their minds at that point, they believed they could never again return to God's presence of repent because they had committed a terrible transgression. But God gave them the promise that he would send a savior to mankind, who would atone for all their sins and make it possible for them to be made clean ago.
So what is repentance? The Bible dictionary defines it as this:
"Repentance comes to mean a turning of the heart and will to God, and a renunciation of sin to which we are naturally inclined. Without this there can be no progress in the things of the soul’s salvation, for all accountable persons are stained by sin and must be cleansed in order to enter the kingdom of heaven. Repentance is not optional for salvation; it is a commandment of God."
So what is repentance? The Bible dictionary defines it as this:
"Repentance comes to mean a turning of the heart and will to God, and a renunciation of sin to which we are naturally inclined. Without this there can be no progress in the things of the soul’s salvation, for all accountable persons are stained by sin and must be cleansed in order to enter the kingdom of heaven. Repentance is not optional for salvation; it is a commandment of God."
One of God's Greatest gifts to us is the opportunity to repent. We have a promise that no matter what we do wrong, no matter how many mistakes we have made, we can always ALWAYS turn our Father in Heaven and find forgiveness. No matter how stained our souls can become, through Christ's sacrifice they can be washed spotless.
The most offensive lie that satan tell us is that we cannot be forgiven. That we are too unworthy to repent and too dirty to approach the throne of God. When I think of this terrible lie that he twists our mind with, I am reminded of the mortality of our Savior. For him to understand all we would go through, he had to be part mortal, making it possible for him to feel pain, heartache and even the temptations of the devil. Unlike us, Christ never gave into Lucifers temptations, setting the perfect example. Elder Howard W. Hunt shed some light on this very topic:
"The question for us now is—will we succeed? Will we resist? Will we wear the victor’s crown? Satan may have lost Jesus, but he does not believe he has lost us. He continues to tempt, taunt, and plead for our loyalty. We should take strength for this battle from the fact that Christ was victorious not as a God but as a man."
I remember this quote every time I fall. Sure, Jesus was the only son of God. But, he was also a man, and he did the impossible. Consequently, I know I can do what I perceive to be the impossible.
Many people fear the process of repentance. Some sins are so serious they require help from local leaders to overcome. It can be seriously scary. If you ever find yourself overcome with this fear or repentance, I hope you take courage in a promise from this servant of the Lord:
I know this is true. I have had sins I held onto because I was scared to find help. But, when I finally let go of them, it was like taking the world off of my shoulders.
I am so thankful for our Savior, Jesus Christ. Without him, I would never feel good about myself because I would always be drowning in my mistakes, shortcomings, and sins. I sleep well knowing that when I do begin to drown, he is already there, ready to bring me up for air.